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7th-Oct-2005 11:36 pm
Well here we are. October 7th 2005. I can pretty much say that so far this year has been great. It's been a while since I last poked my head in. ( Not the head you're thinking of girls ) and figured since the love of my life is away visiting her family, what the fuck, I may as well do something I haven't done here for a while now. As many of you know, I am an avid motorcyclist. I go riding as often as I can. Hence the Nick. Last Saturday a very good friend of mine whom I have gone riding with numerous times, was involved in an accident and passed away soon thereafter. I haven't touched or gotten near mine since this has transpired. He was an only child in his family and I was very close to his family as we grew up. I absolutely cannot imagine what his parents are having to deal with right now. I don't ever want to feel that pain. I want to be able to grow old and see my future kids have children of their own. The day after I found out, I found myself thinking about what life would be like for Julie if this had happened to me. So far there hasn't been a day that's gone by that I have taken any of this for granted. I don't ever want to be without her. I don't ever want to look over one morning after waking up and not see her. I never really expected someone to have such a profound impact on my life. Everything I do, I do it for her. Nothing else really matters. Baby, if you're reading this, know that you're the only thing in this world that matters to me and that I thank god every single day that I have you. I love you.
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8th-Oct-2005 02:38 pm (UTC)
sorry to hear about your friend CR.... i have known one too many parents that have buried their children and one thought keeps coming back to me.... live for today only, as tomorrow is promised to no one. in the end, its not up to us what we want... *hugs* you tightly
12th-Oct-2005 10:51 pm (UTC)
I'm also sorry to hear about your friend...and sometimes it takes something to make us really open our eyes and take a look at life as we live
it....Julie's a lucky woman to have you as her hubby....and I'm sure you are quite lucky to have her as your wife :) Absolutely live for TODAY and never take tomorrow for granted.

*hugs*

*S*

28th-Oct-2005 12:38 pm (UTC) - AWWWW!!!!
Omg *wiping a tear*...this is so sad and yet so sweet. I'm very sorry for your loss. It sometimes takes a tragedy like you have had, to open our eyes to the important things in life. You are so fortunate to have the love of your life as some of us never really find it, or, if we have found it, can't hang on to it. You know, the kind of love that clouds your every waking moment making you smile for no reason or laugh thinking about a joke you've shared. Love, the most precious gift that was given to us. Isn't it amazing that through all of the sadness in the world, we can still find that sparkle of happiness that sustains us through life. May you always feel the love you feel right now!
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