Well here we are. October 7th 2005. I can pretty much say that so far this year has been great. It's been a while since I last poked my head in. ( Not the head you're thinking of girls ) and figured since the love of my life is away visiting her family, what the fuck, I may as well do something I haven't done here for a while now. As many of you know, I am an avid motorcyclist. I go riding as often as I can. Hence the Nick. Last Saturday a very good friend of mine whom I have gone riding with numerous times, was involved in an accident and passed away soon thereafter. I haven't touched or gotten near mine since this has transpired. He was an only child in his family and I was very close to his family as we grew up. I absolutely cannot imagine what his parents are having to deal with right now. I don't ever want to feel that pain. I want to be able to grow old and see my future kids have children of their own. The day after I found out, I found myself thinking about what life would be like for Julie if this had happened to me. So far there hasn't been a day that's gone by that I have taken any of this for granted. I don't ever want to be without her. I don't ever want to look over one morning after waking up and not see her. I never really expected someone to have such a profound impact on my life. Everything I do, I do it for her. Nothing else really matters. Baby, if you're reading this, know that you're the only thing in this world that matters to me and that I thank god every single day that I have you. I love you.
- Listening to:Silence